Friday, August 30, 2019


A nice, quiet, cozy, and comforting haven awaits.  All of your creature comforts tantalizing and catering to your every sense of connection, protection, and respite, while simultaneously refueling your soul’s ‘re-centering’ and grounding are here. 

There is a place where you can be yourself away from the external world where you can ultimately be all you are becoming in your next incarnation. 


Being “Human” is a tricky thing… and sometimes other humans do not understand this existence, automatically assuming or labeling what this place is and why it is necessary, in order to expand on a turbo-level of doing in the outside world. 

Accepting a new life mission is complicated.

From the spiritual side of trust and free-flowing all-knowing, the “Soul” has the liberation of floating about in lightness and with the intensity at times to dive deeply into the depths of the known and unknown.

For the human who has only lived in the human sphere without constant connection to the soul residing in the human, there is so much “face value” examined in the everyday. 

Sometimes for the human, this is easy – or as some humans say, “Ignorance is bliss.” The human just does what is in front of them… a list of ‘to do,’ tasks and in some ways, this is the human being present.

Most of us gearshift life like a switch: being human ‘out in the earthly plane’ to get stuff done.  From here, the human then later begins decompressing with the intention of intense soul work once some of the human multitasking is complete.

However, if you have ‘done the work’ … and are deeply invested in the metamorphosis process of evolution, transformation, and change - you are acquiring deeper knowledge on a soul level beyond the soul level you knew before.   

Therefore, there is less compartmentalization of this above everyday process, in that you may stop yourself in your tracks in the middle of the human every day.

This process intensifies and begins bleeding into daily ‘being’ and ‘doing’ simultaneously like a beautifully emulsified orchestrated way of being.

Are you feeling this yet? 

I thought it would be timely for you, Lovely Souls – as this summer may have taken you to a new place that seems extremely intricate to comprehend, navigate, as you concurrently continue to fly into with upward spiraling energy taking you to greater awareness. 

Higher consciousness is not something that can be flipped like a switch once you are connected to intuition beyond the place where you have previously risen. 

Instead, it becomes part of your daily living.  

TRUST that this is a blessing, even if you may feel like it is a burden to think, feel, and see things that may feel like “too much” to process when you are busy. 

Do not get annoyed by your higher streams of consciousness seeping into your day-to-day, distracting you from your old human ways of controlling your ‘to do’ list or human agenda.
It’s okay to feel frustrated if you are used to being laser focused, suddenly feeling as if higher consciousness has you scattered like intensified A.D.D. attention paying mind to deeper insights, visions, dreams, flashes, awareness, thoughts, feelings like a tsunami wave taking your human by storm. 

But this, dear Souls is a gift…a beautiful, bountiful gift – even if your human is overwhelmed by its opulence to fathom, manage and appreciate.  

It is in this gratitude, for even what you may understand too intensely or may not completely comprehend enough to marinate within, that we see the place where the human and soul are both united in a new world and also at times feel at odds within. 

This is normal. 

Or rather, as I said several videos ago… in THIS video your ‘new normal.’ 

THIS is what I was talking about when I channeled the above video. 

What is happening FOR YOU is so you can deal with the external energies by improving upon your internal energies within you from how you used to function.

Your ‘next level’ tools – are actually designed (by all of the work you have done in your healing, and rising to the newly escalated level of awareness) to ASSIST YOU in a way that you would have floundered in dealing with had you not ‘done the work.’

This is where we take our experience of everything we’ve learned and put it to good use now that we’ve done our master cleanse mental and emotional purge of old ways that would no longer be useful to our human.  This is where our higher purpose can take shape for where we desire to go. 

How can you deal with all of the experience you have acquired now? 

Old human thinking may have believed your experiences actually are obstacles, but now that you have done the healing and continue to become more peaceful with your previous purge, you now see that all of the experiences you have, have now lead you here to where you are.

If there is one takeaway now, it is to understand that your experiences along with your soul work of higher consciousness can take you into greater peace even if it may feel foreign to your human to deal with this “change.” 

Sure, it may have felt ‘easier when things were simpler.  

But ideally, the more complex you become from said experiences (in higher consciousness for the soul, not just for the physical 3D human life) – the intricate mindset will help provide an easier navigation now that you are learning it on a level that you have not yet dipped your toe in before. 

Think of it as a next chapter or volume of education.  As the work gets harder, your life actually gets easier because you are attaining ways to improve your life by quality in living through the quantity of knowledge you are gaining through this arduous trek and experience. 

This is different from when the human was only doing it on human terms.

The soul level terms take on a new understanding that is sacred to daily operational ‘being.’
If you evolve into this place where new things come to the surface that are massively intense for you, trust this is part of the process, it is merely your HUMAN stuff coming to terms with what your SOUL presently is now aware of in new terrain. 

Sometimes it is confusing.
Other times it is liberating.

At times it is both.  Just know this is normal as a part of your SOUL’S intense ascension process. 

But it is at this point of the juncture, you may have to leave some things behind and not look back. 

Stay loyal to your pathway and journey. Remain devoted to what your soul calls to honor.
On a lighter note, this simply means you can relax and rest in this new energy once you allow yourself to accept, embrace, find beauty in your newly unfurled wings.  

Take time to appreciate your many avenues of life experiences leading up to this new vision for your adventure, which calls upon your soul’s journey next quest of contractual completion in peaceful being. 

Congratulate yourself for getting to this place of greater understanding as your human returns to your newly acquired space of knowledge where your soul can now begin to fly into new territory. 

You’ve done an amazing job and now we’re ready to go forward into a beautiful vista –and you won’t believe how nice your new sanctuary of being yourself can truly be!


Friday, August 23, 2019


Lovely Souls,

As you continue your soul journey, spiritual evolution and raising your awareness, vibration and plow onward in your metamorphosis, it is natural to ride the see-saw when it comes to hope.

Having hope some days is not easy.  But don't kick yourself on the days you slip back into your human cocoon.  It's been a rough road and you've been through a lot.

In meditation today, I was nudged to write a blog (what you are reading now) and do a PART TWO follow-up video (at the end of this blog)  This is to reinforce the understanding of how to work with HOPE so you can have OPTIMISM and develop new habits to remain grounded and rooted as you navigate your higher level of awareness with your soul... knowing your human has human moments and will continue to challenge you as you keep growing.

They say a picture paints a thousand words and actions speak louder.

These clichĂ©’s of life sometimes resonate for the human as justifications, however it is in the soul’s truth that sometimes 40,000 words simultaneously spin doctor their way up to the psyche to find something else that only words can manage to convey.

Let’s try the word HOPE.  Without a word to define it, we humans may find that some days it is impossible to see hope. 

Flashback to decades ago searching for the definition of the hope’s existence, even though (in my audio Part 2 showed me HOPE from an experiece at age 12). My roof leaked, the power was out, I had a 103 degree fever, the phone lines were down to call a doctor or a roofing repair company during a holiday season where I sat on the floor with pots and pans catching drip, drip, drips making their own symphonic musical arrangement.
Having hope was all that I had left in that precise moment other than the floor to sit on and the remainder of the roof still intact. 

As I looked out the window looking for a sign of hope, everything was drenched, flooded and then I saw a green sprout of hope emerging through the darkness of the soil in a flower box.

Was it a volunteer flower growing?  A weed?  Who cares. I grabbed onto it.  It was a sign of LIFE.  And that itself was a sign of hope.

While this ‘picture’ did indeed paint one of a thousand words in what it represented, and its own actions of growth symbolized the ideal ‘life lesson’ of said moment of my situation, i.e. pay attention, ‘hello?’ – you are gaining wisdom in the present, the idea of hope had to transcend any pictures, and actually materialize into ‘words.’  

At a time when I had lost some hope (and my human slipped back into being human) it was the visual, which became a word in itself, LINKING to ETERNAL OPTIMISM, because as you see the visual as its own symbolism all in the word of HOPE.

Needless to say, as humans (even with our highest level of awareness and consciousness), we tend to have human moments and slip back at times to losing hope, even when our souls know better.

Two years ago, I recorded this video about being 'shown' how we can be surprised with joy by not having the expectation. I recalled an epiphany moment I had at age 19 when I worked at Disneyland.

The truth is, even if you are a believer in hope and you as the 'work in progress' try to work with HOPE, there are days you need back up reinforcement to show you hope, no matter how much faith you have.

That was when I realized that it doesn’t matter if you are auditory, visual, or some funky combination of both, regardless of how much faith, conviction or belief you have, humans need the WORD of HOPE to connect the soul’s own-higher-level-consciousness-knowing that they are on track, that hope actually is worth having and that it can indeed carry you through. 

There are believers and non-believers that exist on this planet as a ‘gift of contrast’ for everyone to eventually find their way to the magic of all that HOPE encompasses. 

But if we take a step back and a moment to go ‘out of body’ for a second we can see that it is HOPE that helps us get up and out of bed in the morning. Each day is a brand new day and we magnetize our humans to the idea we have the power to make each day better than the one before it. 

Sometimes as humans we pass the test staying in a place of optimism. 

Other days we as humans may not do our best in staying grounded or in this place.
However it is in the idea of ‘tomorrow’ that we can “try again” and actually have hope if the day that preceded it didn’t go as gleefully as we had actually hoped. Or was that an inappropriate misconception because we didn’t actually have hope, but rather an expectation?! 

This is where the rubber meets the road in a screeching halt and we say….

”Whoa, back up… “

Yeah.  That’s right, this is where we must check ourselves time and time again to try and try again. 

It’s a human mindset condition.  But we’ll get into this more deeply in a bit. 

Let’s return to the center of hope. 

Some will say this is what dreams and wishes are made of; while others will say it is the thread of hope that LINKS together motivation to keep going. 

However you choose to examine the idea of what it means for you, I think we can all agree that at the end of the day, no matter how strong your faith and conviction is in believing in hope, there are still many questions.  

This is mostly because there are human moments that the soul continues to try to work through for the human to have a better ‘human experience’ on this planet. 

Here, things get a tad icky, tricky, sticky, and well at times confusing when you are dealing with the SOUL depending on what your core beliefs are about life. 

The soul is eternal. Even when the human experience expires, the soul carries onward.
So you may at time question whether or not it is your human who needs all the reassurance; yet your soul resides in your human and the soul knows ‘better’ in that most of the things that the human frets about are not real. It may be here you may question whether or not the psychological manufactured illusions are designed deliberately for the human vessel carrying the soul to combat all-knowing vs. human logic in an artful war within. 

If you are tapped into your own energies, and are constantly working with these energies – you understand that human intellect will only serve you to a certain point. This is when your human heart will beat loudly to remind you that you are alive and pushes you to honor, cherish and dance in this gratitude in order to get out of your funk in order to step into the light of hope once more. 

This intricate choreography is one that can only be described with these words I am typing now, for even if I were to paint a picture of it for you, which many of you may have seen as swirling light in meditation, dreams, deep introspection… and this is where the four letter word of HOPE must make its appearance.  

It is designed to remind you, “Everything is alright, you’ll be okay.” 

Even if your own higher consciousness KNOWS this, the human still needs it.

So as long as you are living here on this planet..... you will need support.
It is in supporting the idea of hope we help humanity.

Everyone needs it. We all need it.  It's part of our human experience, regardless if the soul directs the human on most days to stay optimistic.  

And this, Lovely Souls… is WHY I am here to help you LINK to this reality. HOPE EXISTS.
If you begin to utilize this as your daily wakeup motivation, and continue to use it, you are suddenly gravitating toward the human (and soul) exercise of ETERNAL OPTIMISM as you take on each day, carrying HOPE in your mind and heart. 

HOPE inspires us to believe in something we may or may not always see, hear, or even find to punctuate the very word.  Yet here it is for you to see and hopefully (!) digest as your daily vitamin for your breath of life to carry with you as you take on your day. 

As I promised, I said we would dive a bit more deeply into HOPE being your necessary human condition.  I didn’t want to disappoint in case you had the expectation that I would indeed deliver and hoped that I would continue this discussion.  :D 



Tuesday, August 13, 2019


I cried tears... not the kind that softly stream down your face like you see artfully caught by the cinematic eye of a film director on-camera; but the hard sob purge or what is known today as the “ugly cry.”

My father was angry.  His face was red, a vein was pulsating at the side of his brow.. at a rapid rate that could not keep up to the tempo of any song I could hear on my AM/FM radio. 

He had presented calculus math equation in front of me to dissect and solve out of his frustration that public school was introducing “new math.”  He had wondered ‘what the #*!& had happened to old math as there was nothing wrong with old math, so why did they have to invent ‘new math?”

To his disappointment, I could not solve his old math calculus question. I was crying because I could not be the solution to the problem, nor solve the problem itself.

I was six years-old and had not yet even seen calculus, geometry, nor algebra along my pathway.  We were doing long division… with crayons, no less. My teacher’s syllabus that year was not going to include solely a math focus to begin to address my father’s equation as an option to solve. He was going to have to accept this fact. 

It was second grade. Aside from encouraging us to advance our reading, spelling and cursive writing, we would also learn about self-expression through decoupage, learn plant propagation, learn how to braid – and yes…. (gross alert) learn about anatomy by dissecting a dead cat brought in by a Veterinarian, pass around his vein, and touch his heart. 

I felt like a failure in some way, even though my not being able to solve his equation at age six, was not my fault. I wanted to make him happy, but we had reached an impasse because not able to comply with his expectation, request, or ‘ideal.’ 

At the time, while he was frustrated at the fact new math entered the picture and things had not remained the same as back in ‘his day;’ and I was frustrated with the fact he was frustrated with me that I could not solve his equation – we solved a different problem – one of communication. 

This was 3D problem-solving…. Or was it?   Was it a magic carpet ride into the 5D to rise above said problem to see that the problem had nothing to do with the math equation at all?  

Though I had not yet identified what 3D earthly plane and 5D spiritual realm flotation was in order to gain perspective on solving a problem, through my ugly cry, my child’s ‘higher-self’ was able to SEE that neither of us really cared about the math equation.  We were needing a deeper understanding to the ROOT CAUSE of what was really at hand. 

I asked my father what he was so ‘mad about’ and if he was mad at the thought he saw me as a stupid child.  He wasn’t mad about my not being able to solve the math equation, nor saw me that way, but rather was mad at the fact old ways of doing things could not be satisfactory, as if the ‘system’ had to go fix what wasn’t broken. Old math worked fine in his eyes. While the invention of calculators also first ticked him off (he felt it would create laziness among humans), he eventually adapted with the change and suddenly having a calculator was something he loved having.  It sure beats the abacus, eh? 

This childhood flashback is just one example I present to you for pedestrian fundamental understanding of how the 3D and the 5D floating above a situation can be helpful in the simplest of things, including a misunderstanding as a bridge to communication.

We both learned something that day.  For starters, I learned tissue boxes were not infinite magic pop-ups in endless supply. :D  However, while my six-year-old brain had not yet processed how this 3D & 5D trip would be oh-so-useful later, I would see that there were so many sides to every issue beyond the tissue (haha) and life would have its own infinite opportunities to learn this on a deeper level.  For my father, I saw that he was struggling with change, things out of his control, frustration was surfacing bursting through his emotions, in contrast to his normal graceful, calm, stable exterior because he needed to be addressed through this painful process of acceptance. In turn, I was being made to see that it was not up to me to solve the calculus equation in order to validate his struggle with his own acceptance of change. 

For every ‘problem’ – there exists something more than the surface problem. It is here I ask you to ponder the following for your own soul exploration:

  • ·         Do you believe that there is a solution to every problem?

  • ·         What is your earliest recollection/memory of 3D and 5D from your childhood?

  • ·         Do you think adults and children have conflicting ideas about problem-solving?

  • ·         Have you ever found yourself grappling with a “quick-fix” temporary solution vs. a deeper one?

  • ·         Are problems at work harder to solve because people are reactive?

  • ·         What was the first ‘problem’ you can recall that wassolved at school?

  • ·         How many times have you taken time to dive deep to find the root cause of an issue?

  • ·         What problems do you have that seem to linger?

  • ·         Where do you still lack communication/understanding in your own problem solving?

  • ·         What are your default ways of problem-solving and what are the gems you have uncovered that you did not expect in your everyday problem solving?

Work through these questions to discover how you can step up your own game in how you approach your everyday problem-solving and see how many of these questions you can answer as you expand your mind and your consciousness floating between 3D and 5D.  

When you’re ready… we can dig a little deeper here in this 12 minute audio: (click the picture)

With all that said…….(both in blog and audio) – I know that sometimes life can be both challenging and hard to work through.

We humans/souls can get stuck in the ‘in-between’ and at times feel misunderstood, sometimes feel invisible and that our problems may at times feel insurmountable.

While all of the above takes great practice and reinvention through a series of exercises to create and develop new habits, even if you think you’ve mastered certain problem-solving skills, you may run across something in your path that will test you.

Whether your human sees it as a problem, your soul sees something as a challenge and your higher self may see something as an ‘opportunity’ to expand, there is that space where we may feel caught in what is known as the ‘in-between.’ 

Navigating this space is not easy.  While I would like to say that it gets easier, that can only be true if you decide to stay in one place as a human.  However, we as souls navigate and constantly change as energy --- daily, and sometimes can feel like ships passing missing ports to problem-solve on the same level or same page with other humans.  It’s just life. 

There is always a chance to challenge ourselves to rise.  There is always a chance to find our way to opportunities to grow, expand, shape-shift and change.

It may appear at times that the higher you ascend into the realm of higher consciousness and awareness, that it becomes more challenging to survive on the earthly plane with those closed off to growth, expansion or seeing the same “challenges” and “opportunities” as you to address problem-solving the same way.  

 For most humans “stuck” in ego mode… they feel there is only one way, and that is to want to always be ‘right’ or have their point of view on a problem/solution to be the only way.

It is here, Lovely Souls that I encourage you to stay strong.  It is here you can SEE that because they choose this path, this does NOT make your 4D or 5D perception wrong, just because they wish to be right. 

You do not need to dim your light (ever) in order to problem-solve, you can resolve a problem staying true to who you are, but choosing to see the ROOT of the problem rather than the surface-level Band-Aid solution in order to deal with the problem at hand.  

Everyone will eventually work through their own ideas about their approach, and most who choose to stay stuck will find that how they handle the idea to always want to be right, will not work in the long run.  It is when we collectively work together to see the light, problems find a way to dissipate when we allow and invite communication to be the answer.

While my six-year-old self could not articulate all that I just said, she knew in her heart that asking the question to see what her father was really mad about could get to the core of the issue.  From here, both could grow as a result to rise to the challenge, see new perspectives and also find the opportunity to grow as a result.

No math equation could demonstrate what was achieved in any calculation, nor solve the root number all on its own.  :D  

Simply put, a solution and resolution all adds up to something greater than the initial equation!