Friday, September 20, 2019


During one of my workshops, someone asked: 

“How do I know the difference between my intuition vs. my higher consciousness?” 

While this question may not get your attention, it got mine because it was asked by a ten year-old boy who had accompanied his grandmother babysitting him while her daughter was at work.
Inside, I was smiling at my own consciousness of trying not to let my outward expression gasp like a cartoon character … you know the ones where there’s a three second pause with eyes popping out of the drawn figure’s head. 

Great question from an adult is an even greater question from a child whose mind was not only curious enough to ask it, but challenged the thought process to discern in order to find clarity.
If you were asked this question, how would you answer it?  

How do you identify it within yourself?  

Are you aware when your higher consciousness mind unites with the gut of your soul’s intuition?
For those of you who have recently united your human and soul, heart and mind thought processes, this may be tougher to answer as you reflect to your default answer vs. your newly navigated unified thought.

I proceeded to answer, “Your intuition is your first reaction human gut-all-knowing from existing experiences in response; your higher consciousness is when you choose to let go of pre-conditioned thinking altogether and go within asking for divine truth guidance with no attachment to your human experiences.”
“Oh, well that makes sense,” said the child who merrily pulled snacks out of his backpack and quietly sat next to his grandmother as I continued my workshop. 

For the first time in my life, I was not looked at as some ‘freak of nature’ after delivering said answer.  I was moved by the fact the child did not wish to leave the room to go preoccupy himself with some video game device; nor did he have any ‘judgment’ of me.  

This told me automatically he still had purity and connection to the term of acceptance.  I hope for his sake, his human does not get too tainted in adulthood to have to start over with a cleanse. It was refreshing to see that a decade of human existence didn’t yet have him as jaded as some of the adult attendees with regard to the word ‘TRUST.’ 

The following days surprised me when strangers followed suit, as I engaged in the most fascinating conversation with the Fed-Ex guy who said he was only doing his present job as a means to ‘carry out’ his soul contract of delivering tangibles when the rest of the world was not ready for the other ‘messages’ he had to deliver.  

Similarly, in the recent past few weeks other conversations unfolded with everyone from a grocery clerk, a painter, a dog walker, and gardener.

These individuals were ‘trusting’ the process of their present pathway for something they know will later become their destined pathway of what their higher consciousness has already alerted them will come as they become who they are meant to become.

Examining TRUST from this higher consciousness process exists for everyone both awakened and in the process as we shift toward a movement of where we all know we have to go at some point of our existence. 

But first, we must look at our human, because our human is here now. 

My last blood uncle on earth just passed away a couple weeks ago. It’s been an enlightening process of examining my own earthly existence because if it were not for him introducing my parents, I would not exist in this human form, and possibly still be just soul energy floating about.

As I have walked into this reflective grieving process, I had to ask my higher consciousness a serious question about the nature of my human existence beyond what my human and soul already know. While that may sound deep, I have not been inside of my human vessel fully since getting this news, still wondering about an even bigger picture outside of my human self.

While I have spent years coaching hearing a multitude of questions from the random to left field, I started to wonder about other people’s awareness of their very own bigger picture existence as they reside here on this planet. 

When reflecting upon the child’s question, the Fed-Ex guy’s story and the self-discovery stories that the grocery clerk, painter, dog walker and gardener have all shared – I look “beyond the beyond” into the eyes of courage that it takes to accept one’s responsibility of the ‘soul mission.’  

So I ask you….

  • ·         At what point do YOU choose to honor and trust your own higher consciousness vs. the human earthly existence arena?

  •  ·       Have you always heard that voice – and how long have you ignored it to honor your human instead?

  •  ·       Like all of the other people I mentioned, are you giving yourself a grace period time frame like a gap year doing “other jobs” until you step into your own power and divine gifts?   Are you delaying your own process or merely waiting for your own “divine time?”
  •  ·       Do you ask yourself “when” you will decide to move into what you know you need to do?
  •  ·         Are you exploring yourself to figure that out or have you ‘known’ from the day you arrived and did you start asking the ‘tougher questions’ like that ten year-old in my workshop? 
  •  ·         How do YOU define TRUST when it comes to your higher consciousness?

We all have a life purpose as humans on earth.  We have the soul mission of what we know in ‘all-knowing’ of what we came here to do, even when it comes to wrapping up past contracts and understanding the life lessons we’ve come to know that are presented right in front of us. 

Trust is the greatest gift you can give yourself in your total existence as you step into your next chapter, because when you do, you will trust others in a way that you have not previously trusted before.  

When the human chooses to step into higher realms of thinking, what is revealed is the full display of perception vs. reality; old conditioning vs. new self-acceptance, truth and conscious choices. 

The bigger question is, when will you choose to let go of human perception and instead embrace higher consciousness?  

Everyone is on their very own timeline and therefore, this is all in step with your own conscious evolution.
What is required from this point, this place, this position in the present moment is the acknowledgment that both exist and that you give yourself permission to explore what this means as you evolve into your own metamorphosis process.


The idea of there being a formula is ludicrous, because your own journey has its very own answers to this question.  The realty is yet another very important question….

WHAT DID YOU CHOOSE FOR YOURSELF TO EXPERIENCE?  For the answer to this is your own conscious choice-making. Everyone’s answer will be different and how they deal with both realities are as vastly different from the Fed-Ex guy to the dog walker to the painter to the gardener and yes, even that ten year-old boy. 

If you take a step back to ask the questions of yourself, your own answers are within the truth of the answers you give yourself and the TRUST that you have in your own choices.

When you doubt your choices, you are not just doubting yourself, you are also not trusting yourself or your own process as you evolve and go through the changes you are going through to unfold your own choice-making for the agreements to the contracts you have made here on planet earth. 

What you can do for yourself as you accept your own gift of higher consciousness (which always exists, by the way for you to have at will) – is to be gentle with yourself in acknowledging your work in progress. 

It is here from this place of self-acceptance and self-love you have the capacity to grow trust from a new place inside of your psyche, your soul and yes, even your higher mind beyond the surrender of where you believe you need to go to be who you ultimately need to be. 

Have patience, gratitude, and daily grace as you continue to TRUST.  It’s not something you can achieve overnight, but it does require you to be open, honest and yes, accepting to invite it with open arms whenever you’re ready.

The key is to trust that the trust you have within is worth trusting in to fully trust. In this full surrendering experience, real trust is born.


Sunday, September 15, 2019


I can remember in Kindergarten hearing that animals dream in black and white and humans are the only ones who dream in color. This blew my five-year-old mind, until I encountered something beyond regular human dreaming… rather human/soul ether flying visions and that ultimately changed visions and dreams altogether.

As an adult when I learned in Psych, that approximately 12 percent of the studied human population also dream in black and white, that was the beginning of things changing on another dimension.

For now, let’s forget sleeping, REM state and dreams in the context of relating to what we see and cut to what it is that our humans see in the day-to-day awakened state (or at least semi-conscious) and what is identified as the human dream-to-reality. 

In the awakened consciousness state of being human, we have tangible ‘dreams.’ 

Some people call them goals, some call them objectives/aspirations; others say it is a life-long bucket list of things ‘to do’ or ‘achieve’ while living the 'human life' on planet earth. 

Dreaming is something humans do… it is a human “To Do List.”  It is a challenge to bring dreams into reality and this is the adventure of LIFE as a human on the planet.

But is it only a human thing?  Hold your answer until you watch the video below first, because Lovely Souls, we are going to get into this.  

When we get to the divine purpose for being here you will still hear a mixed bag of dreams in terms of answers for what humans want to do vs. what souls want to do.

This is exactly WHY I am doing a Part One VLOG (click play below) and Part Two BLOG – here written to elaborate even further.

First, let’s get up to speed on where you are now with your human…

Okay, so I realize this was a lot to digest in one bit, (hence the Mylanta) but as your human and soul keep intertwining as you rise to the next level of your consciousness, you understand that in the human context of things, your dreams are your dreams.

As a child, you might have said you wanted to be an astronaut or a veterinarian or something like that, when writing an essay in class as to ‘what you wanted to be when you grow up.’

Notice that a child chooses a JOB TITLE or an INDUSTRY... but it is attached to the idea of a vision, hence a dream, not necessarily a goal, but ultimately a vision.

Why is that so?  If a child is a soul coming to earth, choosing a human mission for a JOB TITLE OR AN INDUSTRY… I doubt very much that the innocent child within you would come to the planet with “Yeah, this is what I want to do/become and hope to pay bills in my human responsibility only for the sole purpose of the soul purpose to pay bills with this.”

Kids don't think that way.  Adults do.

So let me ask your adult - when did this switch?

OR in some context – is this is one and the same?   In other words the human and soul are united with this decision, seeing being an astronaut or a veterinarian as both a passion and a job title united into one... or do you believe there is a mixed context with this thought/idea?

What if you were blessed by the divine with a gift/talent to pursue as your dream/what you wanted to do when you grew up/ and could create your human reality into something you dream of doing? 

Is that merely a dream coming through to fruition with a passion that becomes a job title, that becomes self-actualized with the bonus of this being a gift that is used for the SOUL purpose or is it just your HUMAN one? 

If your teacher today asked you, “So, what does your human think your soul purpose is and is your soul purpose different than your human purpose and how do you define those dreams?  Do you segment them and compartmentalize them or do you merge them into union?” -----  Does your little five-year-old self  look like a deer in the headlights?  

Or do you believe your human is so pure at that child state of human being, untainted by the world of dream rejection that you actually understand that sentence? 

How would your adult self look at that question now? 

More interesting than that question, how do you look at that question now that your human and soul have come into union through your self-actualization via all the metamorphosis healing work you’ve done to take your personal development to the next level with your spiritual self? 

Hehe… Oh, how I wish and dream I could see your face right now reading that question. 
My bigger fantasy?  I want to have a REAL discussion about this to see how many answers I can get on the above and find out who sees this as either compartmentalized or merged/unionized in theory or reality. 

You’ll have to tell me if you are seriously pondering answering these questions.

Trust me, unlike dreams of the 12% of the human population or said animals, none of the answers are actually black and white.

This is where there is something beyond the grey matter, and now we are venturing into the multidimensional technicolor dream world of varying hues of perception. 

My journalism professor once asked me if I lived to work or if I worked to live.

As I look at his question now in the context of work being a dream or what the dream is to do that is not considered work because it is a passion, I believe that there are more hues to this answer as a whole. 

Some people have a mission to do.  Work becomes the mission of an end-result, which is the actual dream and not the dream being the work realized/actualized.

While other humans look at life on earth to reflect a certain nature of being, existing as well as living in terms of making a living becoming something as a means to complete a soul contract to take care of loved ones.  This then becomes the mission and purpose rather than the concrete answer of what a five-year-old might write about in a Kindergarten essay. 

Others may feel their only purpose is to live out a dream as a means to something bigger than the dream itself to serve other people or to change the reality for other humans and the goal/dream is about the way humans perceive their own. 

Then there are other humans who simply have forgotten to dream and look at survival as the dream finalized/realized like a way of achieving a ‘next level’ real life accomplishment challenge.  

Still, there are others whose soul purpose is their sole purpose and reason for being here. 
As you all have been going through life, constantly re-evaluating your own soul journey vs. your human one, the ultimate question I have for you now is …

  • Is this a dream or is this reality for you?  

  • Are you closing out human chapters or past life soul chapters? 

  • Are you aware of both? 

  • When you dream in color (or black and white) – do you believe it is actually a dream or is this merely a flashback to your earthly reality of what it is you must do as your human on this planet to live out dreams? 

Your human 1.0 has evolved to a 2.0 and your 3.0 dreams can have a mix of both visions from your lower vibrational self, and your higher vibrational self at the same time.  

In your 5D higher consciousness state-of-mind, you may see your dreams and your visions as separate things to carry out by your human or merged dreams to ultimately define your mission, vision and your life purpose.  

What you choose to do now in an awakened state… is up to you.

  • But is it your soul that is awakened or is it your human to your soul’s purpose/agenda for why you are ultimately here right here, right now? 

  • What will you do for your human as it moves into your next chapter?  

  • Do you still have human dreams to carry out in the same breath as a soul mission? 

  • Which one drives you more as you embrace each day?  

  • Do your 'sleep/REM state' dreams align with your present-day human mission?  Do you believe one side of your 'being' actually prompts your daily doing?  

  • As you contemplate all of these answers, what are you most surprised about in what your own truth has revealed at this time?   Does that truth match your five-year-old self's pure state of being?  OR have you been completely shaped by your adult reality and life experiences in this lifetime?  
Give yourself a moment (or several) to think about how you are presently LINKING today to your multidimensional vision of your dreams and what (if anything) that changes as you live today in the present and dream ahead for your future.

Let me know just how technicolored those dreams are or if you simply dreamed you were an iguana having black and white dreams.  :D