Friday, April 2, 2021




Here we are over a year later, looking at life.

The last year has been tough for everyone and there is no real way to measure that by any numbers, because with losses throughout humanity, the affects everyone massively in a way that changes who they are, what they see, where they perceive themselves to be and some questioning the why and the how of what is present now.

We know that life presents all kinds of obstacles, and we all chose to incarnate in human form to take on the journey that is here on this planet to experience it differently.

It is here I’d like to gently remind everyone that patience, kindness, respect and non-judgment of anyone including yourself will go a long way.

How we deal with our dealt hands is part of the puzzle, the mystery, the reason for surviving all that we have and how we overcome through the darkness is not an easy process. 

Spring is here and with it we are reminded once more that after many storms no matter what the weather, that new things emerge and that can also include our changed perspective further shaping us to focus on dealing with our truths of all kinds big and small. 

Sometimes that is not an easy truth itself to swallow if you are still going through the process of processing… be it loss, death, illness/disease, grief, fear, pain, anger, and massive life change.

Those who are going through fogginess and lack of clarity paralyzed by indecision, uncertain with their thoughts about what their future holds, how to re-evaluate their dreams, goals and life are being brought back to different stages of their life no different than changing grades in schools or even changing schools, going from one situation into an unknown situation without maps.

Most of humanity is dealing with ALL OF THE ABOVE simultaneously, and some with Mother Nature’s additional challenging events, society’s shift trying to adapt to the ‘new normal,’ as others fight the new normal trying to cling to the past or old paradigms that do not fit now.

Emotionally, mentally and physically it takes its toll on everyone in different shapes, sometimes unexpected ones and sometimes brings back thoughts and memories of earlier experiences which are triggers to things that were once thought to be dealt with.

This is what we are seeing now, in our outside world --- we are seeing things surface to further remind us that there is still a lot of work to do.  We think we’ve come a long way, but we have not… and what we believe has shifted, has not – other than that of our own higher consciousness that says…

“Hello dear human, pay attention – all that seems progressing has not and all that seems to be evolving reminds us to clean up what we didn’t get right before.”

I am writing this blog for humanity to let you know I see you, because my observations as both an earthly being and an ethereal soul energy understand just how much all of you are trying to grapple with what you are digesting and it is confusing.

The confusion comes at a time when we believed that the pandemic would somehow give us common ground to work together, to unite for greater good of movement forward.

However, it has been more than disappointing to see the ugly behaviors and truths that show us once again that the common ground still has work to do as well, because the common ground energies are evaporating somehow.  With it, some of humanity’s ‘safety net place’ is returning humans to ego-self and old antiquated ways of gravitating toward the behaviors of our naïve and less-evolved ancestors we once broke the cycle of before, only because familiarity seems to be the only thing to cling to – and for some, even if it was wrong, it is still happening.

If your brain is spinning at what I just vomited in words, perhaps some context is relevant right now.

Springtime is affiliated with gardens.  So let me dive into my horticulture past to show some examples of what humanity is doing with an analogy.

Let’s say you have a plant that is dying because the roots are rotting away because you watered it too much. Fungus is growing in the soil, disease is expanding making your plant very sick.   Do you…

A) Throw it out and get a new plant.


B) Remove the plant from the wet soil and replace it with healthy nutrient-rich soil to give it a chance to acclimate to a better environment for the roots.


C) Cut away the dead leaves on the top only because that is the part that is dead.


D) Ignore it because nature will take its course.


E) Feed it.


What’s your answer?   Is there a right answer?

This is life right now for the masses… trying to make a decision for the best chance of survival.  Some people are grappling with this decision right now as we deal with physical, emotional, mental and spiritual health.

There are benefits and consequences to all of the above and sometimes the answer is not so apparent.  Those who are gravitating toward the quick-fix or immediate gratification may choose A.  But in doing so, should that plan see another sick plant next spring once again, it becomes an endless cycle of replacing and that does not SOLVE THE PROBLEM.

On the flip-side, any one of the other answers of B through E may not be the total solution either.  The plant may still suffer, because choosing C may not be the issue and D – well there is a season for everything, eh?

Intellectually, they all make sense to some people – but no one answer is the BE ALL ANSWER to give us 100% guarantees that the plant will indeed survive.

This is where we are right now.

HOW we grow from this knowledge is up to us – not just individually, but collectively as human higher consciousness in our we see the problem from the higher place and not just the human earthly one, although the proverbial perceived time clock is ticking to urge us to make said decisions when we don’t know what the outcome will be.

You may be shaking your head right now being reminded of the1980s Clash song “Should I stay or should I go?”

But this is where the crossroads benefits us in forcing each of us to decide how we will have evolved from everything that has happened over the twelve-plus months.

So here is where we ask ourselves:

  1. What have we learned?
  2. What change have we seen? 
  3. What changes are we going to make for the greater good? 
  4. How will we make those changes based on new, changed perceptions? 
  5. Where will humanity evolve to next based on the events we’re reminded of in times of change? 
  6. Who will we all become when we make changes we need to make? 
  7. How will humanity shift in choosing to move things in the proper direction? 
  8. When will we see the fruits of the labors from the work put into making the change? 
  9. Why are we seeing what is happening now in context to what we must consciously decide as the collective consciousness? 
  10. At what point will we have actually sprung forward into our new reality with real change that has helped us create the world we want to live in?

Those ten questions will in fact get us started by addressing the dying plant… what we want to see cannot be seen unless we ourselves change what it is we envision to see and work hard toward that change.

While this reality may or may not bring you the immediate gratification of the beautiful blooming plant with flowers now, if we don’t start somewhere – we cannot work our way toward it.

So Lovely Souls, what will you start today to actually contribute toward that vision?

How will you make the most of what you have with where you are and who you have changed into over the past year to move forward?

What clarity have you been given now that you’ve asked yourself the above ten questions in initiating said change in your higher mind of consciousness.

While this is a lot to digest and chew for one blog, my intention and hope is that it gets you started somewhere on the road to clarity.  For everything else, I’m here to help you map out what it is you do know so we can get you into the groove of where you go next and what you wish to see next by being part of said change.

Sending blessings, light and love.


Stacey Kumagai



Friday, March 19, 2021



In some parts of the Northern hemisphere, spring has sprung.  While in others, it is barely springing as we approach the spring equinox.  Of course the Southern hemisphere it is the fall equinox.

This questionable seasonal shift is somewhat arguable as the point of this feeling climate change’s effect on those compartmental lines of time and season on the calendar, but at this moment in our space and time as humanity in our altered timeline amid a pandemic, it may feel blurred to the point of feeling indifferent.

Though these points are the whole contextual point of comprehending our balance in energy, watching humanity’s very own duality of springing to rise and descending to fall, no different than nature’s tide – it is here we understand the universal laws of life, even if we are disappointed with what we see.

This video was created 20 year ago. The song itself is 50 years old.

How relevant is this video TODAY if we look at what we’ve seen over the last year to present day amplified to what has been going on every day in every community in the world, where some of this never makes the news or goes viral.  It is here I question where the heck we’re going and more so question the applicable relevant context of present-day news and literally ‘What’s Goin’ On?’ in our society.

I’ve intentionally avoided blogging and social media for some time now… NOT due to laziness, nor neglect, but due to the idea that the aforementioned seasons of present change have left me with a lot to think about and even more to say to the point that my own excessive verbosity would feel unsettled, even if I chose to use my voice at this time with volumes and thousands of pages of text. 

Too much is going on to clarify what is going on so I’d rather be authentic and say that at this time of “processing,” formulating, understanding and excavating my own thoughts, emotions and journey – recent painful violent events are continuing to dig up the questions resurfacing from the U.S. Japanese internment camp reality into ‘WTF are we seeing in 2021?’ having to declare we as people are not a virus.  This isn’t a time to merely shout out a #metoo in racism, amid sexism and ageism labeling first-hand experiences cuz no one cares about family history, nor my personal journey. I’d rather proactively be on the other side to address solution assessment for progressive education further educating from an elementary and fundamental level leadership space.   

Sometimes one must pull back and watch the @*#_& show that occurs with the barrage of commentary that happens whether or not two cents was requested, warranted or relevant.

When one does so, it is enlightening to see how we as humanity utilize our ‘time’ talking instead of doing, how we passively or actively participate at a time when we should be doing our own inventory, revisiting our own thoughts, principles, values and feelings from a REAL PLACE, not ones for show to be on some bandwagon to nowhere until the next #hashtag.

I have an oil/water love/hate relationship with social media, not that I need to justify my personal sabbatical absences, however, I will transparently share that while there are many people there who choose to use it for good; too many others bully and attempt to traumatize those of us trying to use it for good, who are going through their own processing of emotions at a time when we’re all questioning our fate and faith.  It is here that spinning one’s wheels to avoid trolls sometimes amid the arena of crickets and passive observers is not healthy, and one must reclaim boundaries for well-being in order to continue to fight the good fight.

This journey is sacred and personal to everyone. You and your path are yours and how you evolve from this path forward is what you set forth to declare or redefine on your terms as our world takes on a new shape of being and doing.

Change as we know is constant. 

Events are meant to prompt us to ask questions.

So let me ask you A LOADED QUESTION:

What questions are we asking ourselves now in the name of systemic racism, violence, mental and emotional health and well-being, and what we are seeing unfolding in history which repeats itself amid supposed evolutionary constant change when some things are not changing?

Does it seem as if we make two steps forward, as society takes three steps back?

Do we notice our own questioning of life and said meaning of life evolve with how we want to live our life and come to a resolve rather than just regurgitating a repeating history when we perceive we’re making progress?

I ask these questions as I wonder, ponder and dissect answers depending on POV with both immersion and perspective lens alteration in compartmentalization; mental/emotional and physiological realities and the spiritual evolutionary ones.  I ask what it means to be present and look ahead to a future we hope will change by being part of said change, but internally questioning if the rest of the world is ready for the peace it is we seek.

SOLUTIONS are part of world-seeking soul-searching quests that may or may not be part of everyone’s purposeful presence.  The pandemic has left a good portion of the population looking at life through new eyes, different choices in how to perceive life’s meaning.

While change is constant, I question humanity’s ‘wish list’ of wanting change; actually facilitating said change, those talking but not walking change and those who continue to fight to be the actual change even as the single water drop Mother Teresa indicated could be the mass ripple.

It is troublesome to see those touting diversity and inclusion and universal acceptance who know nothing about discrimination first-hand, although it may appear to be surface-level progress to see baby-steps in change of wanting to see it. 

We just need more concrete substantial forward-movement actions to adhere and be more than just words.  I see many utilizing the legal disclaimers of providing equality, yet those whose boards of directors first two or three top hierarchy rows not reflecting it in gender, race, age, or disability or multi-combination of sorts.  I’ve encountered racist A.I. advertising and job bots who don’t have the emotional intelligence within their artificial intelligence to discern how to apply a sensitivity chip in assessing matches amid a barrage of racial violence newsfeeds.  The disturbing part of this is that they were programmed by actual humans, so where does that leave us?

Yet here we are – 2021 seeing what we are seeing.  As we all question where the heck we’re going from what once was to what is and what we’re all going to do about it.

We all know violence and war is not the answer, yet it is still present.

We all know racism and prejudice must end, but it hasn’t.  

At this point T-shirts, art, music and company statements are not enough... though nice gestures, they are mere baby steps to walking the talk of the advertisement of just words.

Education is a start, but where does it lead in real change?

Representation is welcomed, severely needed and needs to be widened even further for we have a lot of work to do, but will that solve the ignorance, violence and intolerance?

What can we do with where we are with what we have to change that, and what will effectively support the sustained change?

What are we learning and applying in this moment?

I ask these questions not just to ask them, but to prompt internally within everyone to see what your answers have become over time and are still becoming as we see that in hundreds of years what has and hasn’t changed.

Supposedly humanity knows right vs. wrong.  Yet we are seeing what we are seeing.

Supposedly ancestors meant well or were naïve, sheltered, ignorant or generationally transferred beliefs, so how do we break the cycle?

If love can conquer hate ---- But people cannot love themselves enough to know what that looks like within to externally live and breathe it unconditionally outward radiating in our world in step with our brothers and sisters, what are we doing?

Are we in a world living in an infinite loop or reminders from history repeating?

How is this acceptable?  When will education be enough?  When will living by example be enough?

And how will all of the above conquer, banish the hatred, prejudice and ugliness we’re seeing?

Whether that exists in business, personal, our communities, justice systems … where can real change be supported and how can that mission be sustained?

As we look forward to creating communication forums to discuss our thoughts and feelings, our ideas for problem-solving and developing solutions for the world we all want to ultimately see and wish to live in, there are days when I wonder if this is somehow an eternal battle.

Will we forever be on a never-ending mission to create co-existence, understanding, acceptance, tolerance and real substantial change that can actually endure instead of having to revisit starting over on repeat like an infinite phoenix-rising time and time again with something that cannot be sustained?

I remember watching an old interview on Merv Griffin’s talk show where he once stated he believed that there would eventually be such a melting pot of mixed ethnicities to where one day (!) no one would be able to tell the entire makeup of anyone’s background and what a world that would be, because there would be a little piece of the whole world within everyone’s DNA. 

Cut to: a discussion I had with several co-workers just a few years ago, who had just done some ancestry tests to discover they were made up of seven or eight different backgrounds when they had believed to be just one or two and only declared/labeled themselves as such, realizing this in itself was very limiting to do.

Cut to: current-day minority groups who may believe someone is not “_____” enough to qualify to be classified or labeled as such to belong to said group… this is also problematic and feels like it is counterproductive to said mission.

I live for the day we all celebrate each other and remove labels that restrict movement, rather only unite instead of divide and hope to see the change while being the change in some aspect as a single water drop. 

I live for the day when we can be on a united front to work together instead of being forced to segregate into our own so-called groups to make/create change and amplify voices to be heard, because we’ll all be welcomed with a seat at the table. 

I live for the day when I don’t have to express myself in a blog to purge my thoughts and feelings about a subject like this, because it won’t need to be discussed to have to ask questions that will already automatically have answers readily available as solutions-in-the-making.

Some say this is a dream of mine that will remain unfulfilled…. But I will continue to ask the hard questions to prompt the internal work and see if we dare LINK that to the solutions WE ALL CREATE TOGETHER to move this conversation forward into said dream fulfillment through our joint efforts, actions, realization and actualization.  Amen.


Stacey Kumagai