Friday, April 23, 2021



WELL.  This complex word means a gazillion things today as we poke our heads out of the sand amid pandemic in a partially-vaccinated world.

WELL… Today we ask, ‘are we well?’ – As in “are we feeling okay?”

Pre-pandemic, we might have said “I’m fine” as a total human default ‘brush-off’ of human convention to answer this way.

Today, we might say from the build-up of quarantine time-out of isolation into the light (whoa) like a bottled genie getting to emerge into conversation something else.

We may be more HONEST in the answer to that question with “______________ blah, blah, blah, blah and then, blah, blah, blah…. ________ and NO and YES, and well HAHA.”

C’est la vie… such as life, eh?

Laugh as you may from the reality check of what I just wrote – not because it’s funny, but because it is SO TRUE. 

WELL… at least it is on the days you choose to be honest with yourself, loved ones, your inner circle, strangers you don’t even know (!) and all of humanity, depending on where you are in your own reality check with your own VULNERABILITY of TRUTH.

WELL… yes.  We find common ground in talking about vaccines, digital fatigue, insomnia, news and all of its expletives, a past life of just a year ago +, and what we miss, what we look forward to and above all that… how WELL we are with said topic (s) on the make-shift table of discussion in our morphed, oddly molded lives we could not have fathomed in said time.

I cannot even begin to tell you how many strangers I’ve spoken to recently who have given me their entire quarantine life spew like a mini-novel and I LOVE IT. 

Hallelujah, Amen – let’s be honest instead of saying the old conventional “I’m fine.” 

The postal carrier tried to make a pun when I asked how she was and she said “I’m out of sorts…” as she weeded through the mail.

It was here I saw this was her witty attempt at humor but also some truths in the same statement.

We continued to talk social-distanced through our masks, as she continued to sort, admitting that she was ‘tired’ and was baffled by how many people she sees walking outside unmasked with their dogs, who should be masked whether they were vaccinated or not.

Yeah, I said it… and smile at the weird looks I’m imagining I am getting with rolled eyes, a few nods of “Amen” collective and somehow a camaraderie of “my people” whose energy shifted over the last year to finally understand with my INNER COSMOS-GEEK-SPEAK to see what it was that I was talking about that may not have been digested as it is being digested now, of ‘rising to the next level. 

That very commitment to rise, is about responsibility for self and others, not just for health and safety but also Aretha Franklin’s anthem of R-E-S-P-E-C-T.

It’s becoming more transparent about the ‘same page’ principles and values we share in our beliefs about how we show up in the world.

Believe it or not – what we do NOW and how we show up NOW matters just as much in what we “lost” or had to “let go of” in what we were contemplating in quarantine lock-down.

So let’s roll back just EIGHT MONTHS ago as we were trying to end the dreaded 2020…. With this video from ‘back then’ when I talked about human ego stuck in this 3D, 4D & 5D ping-pong ball session of reality unfolding:


After seeing how far we have come, what does your 2020 vision say now with the insights you have about how you SEE LIFE in the fulfillment you started creating with the ACCEPTANCE of a CHANGED LIFE and how you can use your BLANK SLATE to do new things you seek to do?

All those things I channeled about what you did, where you worked, what you transitioned from and to – back then I pointed out the PURPOSEFUL EXISTENCE for what it was you did and that imprint stays and makes a difference in the journey, be it personally or professionally.

So circling back to what I just shared about something like the postal carrier’s commentary about how people (vaccinated or not) are walking around mask-less is also a message about purposeful existence.

The bigger question is, “Do you realize the purposeful existence of doing the right thing when there still is a time of uncertainty?”

While, neither the postal carrier nor I had a chance to ask the mask-less dog walkers this question, perhaps they thought that just walking their dog outside without a mask would do no harm instead of thinking this one action is leaving some sort of imprint on a person’s journey enough to where she would talk about it with me, in essence a stranger.

Think about this example and how many others you can think about.

Everything you DO or DON’T DO matters. It always has and always will.

The pandemic made us think hard about thinking outside of ourselves and our own safety to do something to stand up for the values we hold in valuing the life, health and safety and yes…WELL-BEING of others.

This in itself ECHOES LOUDLY – whether it is your work place protocol, your neighborhood community, your circle of family, friends, colleagues, neighbors and loved ones.

As we all attempt to turn this corner, no one wants to get back on the dizzying merry-go-round of another shutdown.

While we’re navigating our professional and personal lives to mold into a new normal, we as humanity are in many ways NOT WELL – in terms of articulating HOW everyone’s own integration back into society is going to be massively different than it ever has been before.

Are we going to be more discerning about our choices?

Are we going to be making harder decisions about things we do, places we go, how we show up, and when we say NO if things don’t jive with our own boundaries of what is okay vs. not okay for psychological WELL-BEING? 

It’s a lot.  I know for everyone the choices have come in many forms.

What we’ve seen is how TIME and LIFE matter and the magnifying glass on that looks different in how we approach it NOW. 

The TRUTH is – it is not going to be the same for everyone based on what they DID or DID NOT experience during quarantine; what they learned, what they lost and what they SEE as how they want to reshape their own future.

Some things may or may not matter in the context of what one person considers to be a priority vs. another’s.  I’ve had many conversations with people who have chosen to break lifestyle habits of travel and consumerism; while others deleted all their social media for mental health reasons; while others have decided ‘selective’ gathering post-vaccination is going to be highly scrutinized based on the behaviors of others in attendance; while others are weeding out their friendships for various other reasons due to the lack of protocol stances.

It’s a funky time, Lovely Souls – we’ve all been through a lot and are going to continue to go through so much more.

But in my own 2020 hindsight in retrospect, the 2020 vision is sitting CLEARLY in the place of “Divine Purposeful Intent of Fulfillment” and WHAT IT MEANS NOW.

Mmm hmm…. Pretty surreal as we together process life and humanity’s shift of perception from 2020 to present, with how we look at how WELL we will SEE FORWARD A PATH WE CANNOT SEE, eh?

So I bring us back to the idea and example of ‘defining the word… WELL’-

As I started at the top of this blog – the word “WELL” has soooooo many definitions.

We define it as health.

We define it as well-being.

We define it as safety.

We define it as a moment to pause, ponder, wonder …even dream.

We define it as respect for others just as much as we do ourselves.

We define “WELL” possibly as a noun – as in the “wishing well” for all to be WELL in the world.

Regardless of HOW you defined that word last year, last week, last month or last hour before you started reading this blog contorting your mind in a pretzel as to how you got here reading about this word you …. WELL … err never thought SO DEEPLY ABOUT into the depths of said WELL – TRUST YOURSELF in knowing YOU HAVE CHANGED whether you realize it or not.

As we look in the present moment of how we examine where I left us in this video eight months ago to how you are looking at the purposeful soul existence vs. the human one for your WELL-being, let me gently and lovingly remind you that WITHIN all of it, you can sit WELL within WHERE YOU ARE, WITH WHO YOU ARE, with HOW YOU ARE processing your own life’s journey.

So let’s do some soul searching together on yet WELL…. (hehe) another level.

1)      Is your own idea of being well within your personal fulfillment today pushing you to see your own evolution within?

2)      How WELL do you know yourself to know that the work in progress is indeed moving somewhere even if you cannot tangibly see it?

3)      Is your connection to the ‘plan’ for your life you’re constantly redefining, actually redefining your own definition of feeling truly WELL about your fulfillment in the present moment?

4)      How are you choosing to discern, sift-out/sort, so YOU do not feel like the mail carrier, ‘out of sorts?’

With these four key questions, we return to the realization and self-actualization of our own fulfillment REVIVAL of WELLNESS in our collective energy of pooled, shared and created experiences along with what experiences we CHOOSE next.

It is within all of that we can take inventory and stock up on what we learn, how we use this growth for ourselves to reconnect with each other on a different level of how we relate communicatively more than ever before. 

It’s all about this shift/change and how we step into it and whether or not we choose the direction that actually brings about the fulfillment in how we define that HERE AND NOW from the authentic place of acknowledgment. 

From here – we can now take our realizations forward into WELL… uh dare I say our renewed definition of feeling WELL within ourselves so we can continue to grow to a collective place of improved exchanges, relating, living, growing and being.

Well, well, well…. 

Now THAT is certainly a different experience, isn’t it?

Sending you love, light and blessings, Lovely Souls with prayers and thoughts that you bask in the wellness you seek and that all is well.


Stacey Kumagai

Friday, April 2, 2021




Here we are over a year later, looking at life.

The last year has been tough for everyone and there is no real way to measure that by any numbers, because with losses throughout humanity, the affects everyone massively in a way that changes who they are, what they see, where they perceive themselves to be and some questioning the why and the how of what is present now.

We know that life presents all kinds of obstacles, and we all chose to incarnate in human form to take on the journey that is here on this planet to experience it differently.

It is here I’d like to gently remind everyone that patience, kindness, respect and non-judgment of anyone including yourself will go a long way.

How we deal with our dealt hands is part of the puzzle, the mystery, the reason for surviving all that we have and how we overcome through the darkness is not an easy process. 

Spring is here and with it we are reminded once more that after many storms no matter what the weather, that new things emerge and that can also include our changed perspective further shaping us to focus on dealing with our truths of all kinds big and small. 

Sometimes that is not an easy truth itself to swallow if you are still going through the process of processing… be it loss, death, illness/disease, grief, fear, pain, anger, and massive life change.

Those who are going through fogginess and lack of clarity paralyzed by indecision, uncertain with their thoughts about what their future holds, how to re-evaluate their dreams, goals and life are being brought back to different stages of their life no different than changing grades in schools or even changing schools, going from one situation into an unknown situation without maps.

Most of humanity is dealing with ALL OF THE ABOVE simultaneously, and some with Mother Nature’s additional challenging events, society’s shift trying to adapt to the ‘new normal,’ as others fight the new normal trying to cling to the past or old paradigms that do not fit now.

Emotionally, mentally and physically it takes its toll on everyone in different shapes, sometimes unexpected ones and sometimes brings back thoughts and memories of earlier experiences which are triggers to things that were once thought to be dealt with.

This is what we are seeing now, in our outside world --- we are seeing things surface to further remind us that there is still a lot of work to do.  We think we’ve come a long way, but we have not… and what we believe has shifted, has not – other than that of our own higher consciousness that says…

“Hello dear human, pay attention – all that seems progressing has not and all that seems to be evolving reminds us to clean up what we didn’t get right before.”

I am writing this blog for humanity to let you know I see you, because my observations as both an earthly being and an ethereal soul energy understand just how much all of you are trying to grapple with what you are digesting and it is confusing.

The confusion comes at a time when we believed that the pandemic would somehow give us common ground to work together, to unite for greater good of movement forward.

However, it has been more than disappointing to see the ugly behaviors and truths that show us once again that the common ground still has work to do as well, because the common ground energies are evaporating somehow.  With it, some of humanity’s ‘safety net place’ is returning humans to ego-self and old antiquated ways of gravitating toward the behaviors of our naïve and less-evolved ancestors we once broke the cycle of before, only because familiarity seems to be the only thing to cling to – and for some, even if it was wrong, it is still happening.

If your brain is spinning at what I just vomited in words, perhaps some context is relevant right now.

Springtime is affiliated with gardens.  So let me dive into my horticulture past to show some examples of what humanity is doing with an analogy.

Let’s say you have a plant that is dying because the roots are rotting away because you watered it too much. Fungus is growing in the soil, disease is expanding making your plant very sick.   Do you…

A) Throw it out and get a new plant.


B) Remove the plant from the wet soil and replace it with healthy nutrient-rich soil to give it a chance to acclimate to a better environment for the roots.


C) Cut away the dead leaves on the top only because that is the part that is dead.


D) Ignore it because nature will take its course.


E) Feed it.


What’s your answer?   Is there a right answer?

This is life right now for the masses… trying to make a decision for the best chance of survival.  Some people are grappling with this decision right now as we deal with physical, emotional, mental and spiritual health.

There are benefits and consequences to all of the above and sometimes the answer is not so apparent.  Those who are gravitating toward the quick-fix or immediate gratification may choose A.  But in doing so, should that plan see another sick plant next spring once again, it becomes an endless cycle of replacing and that does not SOLVE THE PROBLEM.

On the flip-side, any one of the other answers of B through E may not be the total solution either.  The plant may still suffer, because choosing C may not be the issue and D – well there is a season for everything, eh?

Intellectually, they all make sense to some people – but no one answer is the BE ALL ANSWER to give us 100% guarantees that the plant will indeed survive.

This is where we are right now.

HOW we grow from this knowledge is up to us – not just individually, but collectively as human higher consciousness in our we see the problem from the higher place and not just the human earthly one, although the proverbial perceived time clock is ticking to urge us to make said decisions when we don’t know what the outcome will be.

You may be shaking your head right now being reminded of the1980s Clash song “Should I stay or should I go?”

But this is where the crossroads benefits us in forcing each of us to decide how we will have evolved from everything that has happened over the twelve-plus months.

So here is where we ask ourselves:

  1. What have we learned?
  2. What change have we seen? 
  3. What changes are we going to make for the greater good? 
  4. How will we make those changes based on new, changed perceptions? 
  5. Where will humanity evolve to next based on the events we’re reminded of in times of change? 
  6. Who will we all become when we make changes we need to make? 
  7. How will humanity shift in choosing to move things in the proper direction? 
  8. When will we see the fruits of the labors from the work put into making the change? 
  9. Why are we seeing what is happening now in context to what we must consciously decide as the collective consciousness? 
  10. At what point will we have actually sprung forward into our new reality with real change that has helped us create the world we want to live in?

Those ten questions will in fact get us started by addressing the dying plant… what we want to see cannot be seen unless we ourselves change what it is we envision to see and work hard toward that change.

While this reality may or may not bring you the immediate gratification of the beautiful blooming plant with flowers now, if we don’t start somewhere – we cannot work our way toward it.

So Lovely Souls, what will you start today to actually contribute toward that vision?

How will you make the most of what you have with where you are and who you have changed into over the past year to move forward?

What clarity have you been given now that you’ve asked yourself the above ten questions in initiating said change in your higher mind of consciousness.

While this is a lot to digest and chew for one blog, my intention and hope is that it gets you started somewhere on the road to clarity.  For everything else, I’m here to help you map out what it is you do know so we can get you into the groove of where you go next and what you wish to see next by being part of said change.

Sending blessings, light and love.


Stacey Kumagai