Thursday, December 5, 2019

LINKING TO LIFE CYCLES OF TRANSFORMATION ABUNDANCE





Life is a series of cycles.  


This is not just some poetic and profound statement to post on #MotivationMonday or #WednesdayWisdom.  It is a FACT that is LIVED in REAL LIFE by YOU, ME and everyone on the planet.   


YOU HAVE WALKED THIS PATH OF CYCLES YOURSELF. 
You are strong.
You are a warrior.

But I am not here to tell you anything you do not already know, rather gently remind you in a loving way that what you need to know already exists, but it is the Universe that reinforces all that exists within you.

I could end this blog right now with that - but what fun is that, when I can elaborate? 

In reality, I’m just here to explain it so you can have your own miraculous epiphany as you live your cycles your way on any given day, in order to ‘release’ the idea you are 'without' or 'stuck' or whatever you are complaining about, and your silly brain is telling you.  


Hehe :D  You’re welcome. 


People talk about cats having nine lives. Well, humans have nine year cycles, hence why every ‘decade’ of life is literally a ‘next chapter’ to explore.  


Like a chapter, things may either start out slow and slowly build momentum, OR snap you immediately at the get-go into a scene you are unfamiliar with depending on the pacing of the world building the author is trying to pull you into for the adventure.


In this case, the author is… The Universe.


The Universe is one of the greatest authors. I have said this in many of my YouTube videos that the Universe writes a better story than you can and often times we as the characters can be blindsided with unexpected epiphanies that escalate us above any plan we could ever have master-planned ourselves.


So Lovely Souls – THIS is one of those times.  I am (and yes, YOU ARE), YOUR catalyst for change.  Every path crossed - is not an accident.  Everything you see, hear, read, feel or welcome into your life (and even the things you don't) are for purpose and reason beyond what you and your soul already know. 

Everything that happens IS the conduit for this chapter you are about to read, as master instructed by The Universe to share with you with hope that it triggers something that RESONATES OR MERELY AWAKENS AND RE-AWAKENS WITHIN YOU the answers you seek..  So buckle up, grab a snack …. You may be surprised by what you are about to read.


Okay… so the world I am in presently is creating its own cycle. The status of my life cycle is at the 8 year mark going into a 9 final chapter in 2020.  This year, is supposed to be my year of abundance – however the Universe laughs because one’s perception of “abundance,” much like the literary community is well, subjective. Nine is a completion and also for integrity and wisdom "i's" dotted, "t's" crossed finality of the previous years of lessons to bring them to all of humanity. Thus... I am seeing now as I write this, I am a year ahead of my curve.


With the 2019 ascension – where everyone (including you reading this) is going through a metamorphosis from the ‘world you once knew’ to a ‘new chapter’ - This is where the numbers get tricky. While they do apply for your year life cycle… no one is immune to being forced to “rise” to the next level of awareness in higher consciousness. 


Wherever you are in your process, you can feel that you are going through your own personal shift.


For those who remember Y2K and all the hype of anticipation of ‘what was to come’ – some may believe that it was false advertising.  However, much like the art world, it is subjective.  If you look back now in hindsight, the 20/20 vision will appear that the “world we once knew is no longer” and how we functioned back in 1999 prior to Y2K is NOT the same.


Well, as we approach 2020 – going forward we will experience a similar shift in that “the world we once knew is no longer” – and much of that begins with each one of us as we shift our own perception.  


Digest this for a second or longer….. it may help to read that again.


*cool elevator music you might actually dance to*


Yeah, like that.


So, in meditation I had asked for a sign that downloads would occur to ascend previous perception for shifting and rising even higher to higher awareness. 



Then this happens: (the hatch opened all by itself!)






This metal door is heavy, it does not just open by itself.  We humans can say the hatch latch was broken to justify said event and peace of mind.  As it opened, dirt and critters flowed into my room in the middle of the night.  One obviously does NOT sleep after this happens.  The ladder I had was not tall enough to reach it, nor my length-challenged arms, even with my trusty baton.  


Upon morning, still wide awake watching the door like a hawk, ( I mean come on... wouldn't you?) I called for maintenance...Though the office was not open. This was ‘not an emergency’ ---and after hoofing it to the office to find someone vacuuming who tried to shoo me away pointing to his watch saying “not open,”  I was fortunate to get a taller ladder and longer arms to help me.  Thank you, human compassion. 

Along with that, the assurance of “Oh, the latch is not broken, but was not twisted correctly to close.”   However after nearly nine years of it never opening by itself and far too high above to reach to mess with it… 

uh….. yeah.


To my surprise, I was asked if I wanted assistance with a sage ritual to clear the space.  

Ah - the soul saw me.  I mean really saw me.  

But there were no evil spirits, just curious energy downloaded and with a "thank you for seeing me" and for the gesture.  I will spare you the rest of the critter details here, but assured, they arrived with pure intention of good and love, not evil… and after I cleaned like an OCD Germaphobe maniac, any/all vermin from open hatch from “not a broken latch” was removed.


Anyway… a few days later…. BAM in the middle of the night the darn thing opened again.  So much for the correct twist (plot pun!)  I make another phone call.  This time, maintenance was not messing around and now the thing is bolted shut.  Sleeeeeeep in Heavenly Peace… at least for a few days.


In Southern California, where they say it never rains, we actually had rain. Temperatures dropped, at night to the 40s.  The die-hards of the neighborhood wore shorts and flip-flops with down vests; while the rest of us were so glad to put on sweaters and boots at last.


Thanksgiving weekend for me is not like most of America. I do not participate in the ridiculously stressful running with the bulls frenzy of holiday sales and all of the parking nightmares, traffic and barrage of coughing, wandering temper-tantrum snot bubbles and sneezing that go with it.  Most people don’t yet see it, but if they are complaining in woeful fashion about the above, they themselves must eventually face that they made the deliberate conscious choice for creating the opposite of ‘well-being,’ ‘balance’ and the message of the season which is PEACE ON EARTH.


:D  


If Sesame Street or Mr. Rogers were to tackle this: “Children, this is called self-sabotage.”

However, if you LIKE the above, then you are choosing the perception of “merriment” and you have signed up for all that goes in tow with the holiday weekend of sales.


The key here is truth. What is your truth?  Make a conscious choice, eh?  
Anyway, I will move onward from this side-bar....but trust me, there IS RELEVANCE.

What is it?


If you go against it and force yourself through a painful experience… you can either look at it as self-sabotage OR you can look at it as “I’m creating a lesson plan to learn, so I can be a better version of myself.” 


The real point here is asked in “Are you growing?” and “Are you ascending?”  Or are you on the same hamster wheel repeating the same old stories?    


Hmm….. Oh yeah Lovely Souls.  I said it. That’s #Truth.


After the door opening in the middle of the night, I was shown #Truth. In 2020 hindsight with the open door – let’s remember, I asked for in meditation (and should have been more specific) for a “sign” - please refer to HIGHLIGHTED STATEMENT ABOVE.


NOTICE:  The door was not in front of me, nor to the side of me, but the door that opened came from up above me…. Beyond said ceiling…. Dare I say Heavens beyond the attic, which in most places where attics are a crawl space and mine is a FLY space?  

YES.  Short of my actual ceiling opening up to rise, said proverbial ceiling did just that.


Answer delivered.   

More than said answers were delivered within this as my communications with friends, past clients and so forth would deliver my 8 path “abundance” of “downloads” to “resolve” their own past life messages, current solutions/paths of action, better enlightenment for them to have insight on their “reactions”…. Including their own complaining of said rain.

I spoke with over 17 people over Thanksgiving weekend with said messages, which I downloaded from the Heavens in channeling. 


So let’s now address this Southern California rain – that I will never complain about because

·       We need it.


  • ·       It cleans everything, clearing the smog away for a day or two… including smog in humans, as it makes us sit and reflect.

  • ·       It helps all of us –plants, animals, said critters that drop down from open hatches and humans.

  • ·       Make crops grow – yes, to feed the rest of the U.S.

  • ·       Free car wash!

  • ·       And the list goes on.....

Therefore, NO QUESTION as to TIMING... DIVINE TIMING. 

The rain had come to be a cleansing, a clearing of energies, even that which came with the open door from above! 

Cut to this cold, rainy day where the temps drop to 40s at night…. One does require/wish/want heat. 


Do they not?  


The Universe delivered to me a heater that stopped working.


Therefore, I asked….


  • ·       Was this the Universe asking me to rise to heat things up within my own life cycle?

  • ·       Was this the Universe telling me “I am the warmth, thus I have what I need for it is within?”

  • ·       Was this the Universe showing me, “Now that you are ascending in higher consciousness, it may feel cold and lonely out there, as others may think of you as a freak that you can find good in this scenario of having your heat go out in the middle of a storm.”

Hahaha.  If I could have generated enough heat from my spinning Ginkgo Biloba filled mind, I wouldn’t be calling maintenance.  For that laughable moment, I looked up and said, “I get it… THANK YOU.” 


“I swear, I am not that tenant, but yeah it’s me again….” 


While they were not rude to ask, “Geez, what now?” – I had secretly anticipated this question in my mind’s eye to have a multitude of laughable comebacks. 


They could not deal with this themselves, rather they got their vendor, a professional to arrive.


My heating system is complicated. It is not run by gas thermostat, it is a hydro-system.  Therefore, there has to be flow of air from said water system to create the heat to generate said heat from the pipes to become air.  


The pro said, “Uh, I have good news and bad news.  Good news is, it is fixable. Bad news is… the part that needs replacing is not a part I have.  I have to order it.  It is Thanksgiving weekend and well… it may take a while.” 


“Uh… that’s okay,” I said wearing layer upon layer reminiscent of a scene in “Friends” where Joey wears everything Chandler owns…. Asking “Could I be wearing anymore clothes?” 


“WHEN is the E.T.A. of the part?”


“Monday.”


Meanwhile, I check Monday. No one knows anything about any part…. And as I check, not ten minutes later – no water is coming from my kitchen sink.  The bathroom is fine, no issue. Kitchen pressure non-existent.


HA. 


·       No pressure in said kitchen – “Universe, why the kitchen?  Are you asking me to go with the flow of creativity, even if I am not presently cooking up new creative pathways?” 


·       Does the Universe wish for me to not be multi-faceted throwing about my energies to ‘Everything but the kitchen sink” so that I can manifest more are more targeted journey?


·       Is the Universe saying, “You’ve stopped flowing on your culinary projects… we’re pulling you back into the kitchen to address this?” 


As the Universe continued to laugh at me asking said questions, of the ascended space I had risen above to even bother to question after the downloaded hatch opened up for my world… the human reality was I needed a new faucet.


So bottom-line, I get a new faucet, eighty-sixing the sprayer for a sturdy stream.


Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh… The Heavens sang… loudly, and I laughed seeing the message in that the messages from the Universe are not scattered but streamlined for the highest greatest good and this is what I will be fed, therefore there is NO NEED to ask all of the previous questions.  


It will be filtered through a steady stream where it needs to go while others are scattered searching.  Thus, I become the streamlined faucet bringing things to light in this way when others are picking up the mist of their lives asking the questions. 


Message received.  Did I see this as a blogpost yet?  NO.  But wait, there’s more! (said in a pukey announcer infomercial fashion)


Okay… so here it is Monday (still no heat while all the above goes on), and I am burning personal calories (Best. Diet. Ever.) trying to keep warm…. Typing my next novel like a bat outta hell.


The office sends someone.  This time, a different guy and with a part in hand, but not the part delivered that was ordered on Saturday.  Nope.  This was a refurbished, temporary ‘fix’ to hold me over until said actual part arrived, which was supposedly Tuesday. 

Those of you in cell phone contracts know this one... they send you someone else's refurbished phone and you have to Lysol that puppy.  Only I wasn't touching this heater part, luckily which only seemed to workly temporarily… then off like a switch Wednesday morning, I had NO HEAT.  

With a 100% rain forecast, coming down like said 9-lives cats and drippin’ dogs, (old school phrase people, not literal, as no actual animals were harmed here), Wednesday was also the scheduled water shut off from 9 a.m. – 5 p.m. – thus no plumbing, no water.  


Some could look at this as a cruel joke.  Luckily, I have a small business lunch seminar I am going to attend in a heated room with plumbing, Hallelujah, Amen. I’m leaving as the maintenance guy is arriving who tells me he cannot check the heat as the heater cannot run anyway, if there is no water.


LMAO.  Great, then why arrive to check something that cannot be checked?  


Driving down in the rain, I get my free car wash from Mother Nature, arriving at the seminar destination where one parking structure was blocked (could it be for flooding reasons?), other delivery vehicles compromising the entrances to the other structure and the main structure, which I entered and pulled a ticket for – had no spaces available to park for said seminar.


“The doors that are closed are the wrong doors. The doors that open are the right doors,” I stated as an affirmation mantra in my head…. I was not supposed to attend said seminar but to notice that the “delivery vehicles” that blocked said entrance were to indeed “deliver” a new “vehicle” to this life cycle that was better than the plan I was creating.


After an alternative plan and lunch out of my own making took place which was indeed better, I returned to find the water on and plumbing issues fixed 3 hours earlier (they planned for an 8 hour shut off)…. But even so, no heat.


The sun came out in that instant as the clouds in the sky parted like the Red Sea. The sun beamed down brightly as I hoofed it to the office to get a REAL E.T.A. (haha... my Scrabble brain sees getting the Real E.T.A. as the real TEA on realty) on this heating unit part. 


I smiled brightly in my heart’s all-knowing of Spirit’s Love shining upon this situation as I heard Donny & Marie singing the Umbrella Song channeled from above (the real above, not the hatch opening up again in my ceiling)…. 


“When the rain comes down, we’re never getting wet and though the skies are grey, we’ll still be smiling yet. Cuz in our eyes are no teardrops, in our hearts there’s no pain, we got our love as an umbrella from the rain.” 


I whip open the door to see a huddling of executives in the far corner fawning over a box of what appears to be cupcakes, as if I had interrupted some company party; while their co-worker sat at his own desk looking at his computer screen.  He is the one who stands up to greet me and actually get on the 2-way radio to address my situation.  He was also the one who attempted over Thanksgiving weekend to find me a space heater to no avail.  Though out of my own paranoia at this point, I would not have taken it anyway with the energy surrounding the current events, as to not be another holiday statistic …. Yes, Google space heaters incidents. 


After a series of ‘not being on the same page’ communications via the radio with his crew, he promises to send me two people in a few minutes, just as I am offered “Would you like an ice cream filled cupcake?” 


HAHA I am freezing cold – aside from being dairy-free and gluten-free, after all my heating issues, the last thing I need is ICE CREAM.   “Bless her heart!” as they say in the South…. Though I am saying it without the back-handedness.  This was genuinely a sweet gesture, much like a dog or cat brings you a dead bird in the house showing the only solution they can give you.  My higher-self saw this and didn’t miss it.  I was grateful for the gesture.


Well, the few minutes ended up being over an hour, and no one knocked on my door. 

Though I could hear them in the hall at someone else’s place looking at their heater instead of mine. I opened the door and said, “Uh… Hello…aren’t you here for my heater?”  

Hehe.  They finally checked things out to see that the refurbished ‘temporary fix’ was indeed as described and not working. The "No, the woman in this unit is not crazy as we thought she was..." --- vibe ensued in recognizing this was not an unnecessary call.

They promised to come back the next day to fix it. 


Sigh.  Just as I Joey Tribbiani’d it with layers one last time hanging on until tomorrow… eating hot curry I had made in my make-shift – the phone rings.  


“Hey, the air conditioning/heating vendor is on property… they’re coming to you tonight.”

Alright.   A+ for effort in addressing my immediate need. 


Then seriously, the A-Team (same one who bolted my attic hatch shut) arrived with the original guy from Saturday who ordered the new part.


After our Pow-Wow… we problem-solved that it was the mandatory water shut off that CAUSED THE PROBLEM this time, but the ones who shut off the water didn’t anticipate it.  Genius!


Talk about a dog chasing its tail!  The ones who could not initially resolve the problem, caused the problem for those they unleashed to resolve it, when it started from the top. Flow may create blockages, but those blockages are FOR THE PURPOSE of ascension and growth for a larger task.


The heat is on.  Thanks, late Glenn Frey playing in the background as the A-Team resolves the issue.  The faucet flowing and water and plumbing restored.


LIFE CYCLE COMPLETE!


Oh and the delivery “vehicle sign" I was shown has transformed in its abundance to be delivered in all of the above to YOU, Lovely Souls – the Collective as a message from Divine. 

As for the 8 year path “abundance?”   Take a look at how LONG this blog is… this is abundance at its finest.  


See the above highlighted statement?  THAT IS THE MESSAGE.


When we shut off our own flow, we cause our own issues.  Sometimes that flow shut off can be the process of ascension, knowing darn well you are growing higher and higher and higher in your escalation. While on the other hand, sometimes a 'clueless unknowing' of flow shut off - can CREATE FLOW that didn't exist before until a blockage is created to WORK THROUGH IT. 

**************  Pause and sit with that for just a moment.  It's big, it's abundant and it's important to understand for your own LIFE CYCLE for your transformation abundance. 

Yes, it is uncomfortable, and yes – it may be colder and lonelier as you fly higher until others choose to rise up to meet you to see you. But TRUST, others will meet you there.


Sometimes --- the EVENTS that happen to you are not about you at all - but rather for everyone else's own evolution as well.   Keep that in mind going forward.


It is in our own awareness of said lessons we can help others expand their own perception.

Maybe the maintenance people thought I was a pain in the butt or crying wolf or whatever.


The gift?  If that was so, I got to change that – by showing them otherwise.  When they arrived, it wasn’t something I did to cause the problem… I didn’t turn my heat off or my water off.  But WE (collectively) were all being shown something much larger than the sum of said situation.


While you are flying and annoyed by daily human problems that shouldn’t be said problems, EVEN THROUGH THIS – you LEARN as you ascend that the human stuff is necessary as a means of escalation to rise higher in your own ascension. 


Though the circumstances are annoying, inconvenient (what is convenient anyway?) --- we have opportunities to learn that growth helps you fly higher.


Yes, you can get downloads in abundance and they may overwhelm you at first and feel like vermin, but it is not a curse, it is a blessing for reasons you may not understand at the time.


Of course, when a faucet doesn’t flow – change the damn faucet and don’t focus on where the spray is scattered in questions, instead trust the solution comes in a main singular stream of flow once you slow down in stillness long enough to see it.


Therefore, if you choose not to run with the bulls over the holiday shopping frenzy, notice that is your own self-love-self-care choice to NOT self-sabotage, but notice the things that happen to you and for you during this SLOW DOWN period are FOR PURPOSE.    

It is THIS STILLNESS that can actually help others in a larger way than what is happening to you on the HUMAN LEVEL.  Perhaps it will be quite the ABUNDANT message and blog you share later in order to inspire and enlighten others in a way they did not expect to be enlightened or inspired. Or maybe something you pass on in a pay-it-forward fashion to recognize how others step up and show up.... much like the A-Team did in my scenario.


If anything there is enhanced clarity as to WHY we are all doing our own life path the way that it is occurring, in case you forgot that said sentence remaining grateful for all that has happened up until now.  Everything is for purpose and NOTHING is wasted, ever.

Now if you were open and have asked to rise...  Thus – here is how the Universe helps you and others who are joining you, do that.


It is now about staying open to the gratitude of the “future” that unfolds in its own time in the present and becomes something bigger than your heater, your faucet, your water….. but the warmth (heater), the flow(faucet stream)  and the life force (water is life),  that is the higher ascension message recognition you can see now. 

With this, I hope I have opened your mind, eyes and heart.  

For me, this is how I have applied all of the above as the Universe put me to task: 


Help others see this life cycle message through a blog.  Check.


Share your vulnerability.  Check.


Open the Heavens with your words in a very verbose unconventional way.  Check. 


Note that your 8 path year abundance this year turned into an 8 page blog (!) – NOT an accident. Check. 


Talk with maintenance on the phone and tell them you are writing a blog. Thank them for all they did and help them to see by reading it to them over the phone to bring the “aaahhhhh” Heavens song to their world as they start their day to feel valued beyond the service call?   Check. 


Let the office know this was an opportunity from my home’s multiple issues for the entire staff +++ to expand their own consciousness to grow rather than seeing others as creating inconveniences?  Check. 


Happy to be a conduit. Grateful to be a catalyst.  Thankful to have heat, water, plumbing, Amen.  AND ... greater awareness to share doing what I can to tweak the LINKS of perception of others including my own as I ascend with all of you.


And if in doubt of any of the above, perhaps the Spirits open that damn hatch once again and it will freak us all out because maintenance bolted that.  HAHA   Rest assured by maintenance... they’ll keep the sage handy! 


Namaste.

Stacey Kumagai