I have been reminded time and time again, actually by time itself, that time is not real,
despite the clock’s evil laughter lurking with every tick-tick-tick. Bwahaha. :D
As you read that statement, you may or may not digest that
wholly or fully as it vibrates through my human fingers, even if part of your
being understands the confines of twenty-four hours in a day.
But rest assured, if you TRUST in infinite wisdom that time can actually be yours, rather
than something you’re merely ruled by, you may provide relief to your human
being as you are a human doing at times you question the clock, question time,
question every analog movement in a digital world.
Pause, and take a minute (!) to re-read that last
paragraph.
It can change your world and
life.
So the Universe gently
asks you…
- How do you examine twenty-four hours as you move through your day?
- What level of patience do you have with yourself and the world?
- Where do you stand in the center of your own universe as you see the expansive view of the total galaxy outside of yourself, putting you in the position of being a mere dot at times screaming your own soul’s vibrancy at decibels only dogs can hear?
- Do you understand your bigger picture and your role in it?
- Have you given yourself compassion for your ideas, thoughts, goals, dreams, and the patience you’ve had to learn along your own pathway?
- At times when you feel lonely, though you know in the bigger picture you are not alone, do you wonder along the trek of doing what it is you came here to do, that there is support as you are guided to do what it is you came here to do in this process?
- Can you see yourself and your vision in one area of space and time as a soul commitment, as your human witnesses itself deeply desiring human concepts of what exists in the parameters of a ticking clock on this planet earth while you exist here in doing?
- Does your human concern itself with running out of time, before you see things materialize in tangible form of all that you wish for?
- Where do you make that shift for yourself?
Let my raw, vulnerable, openly transparent human guinea pig soul
be your guiding light.
I am freely putting this out there in order
to help even one person to realize as you shift into a world of change, you are
NOT ALONE if you struggle with your mind/heart balance between human and soul existence.
Instead, I will stand here with you… holding your hand
through this human/soul process to explain TIME has its own gifts for you, even
if you have given thought to running out of it.
My own rare ENTJ-A and ENTP 2% cusping identity difference trapeze-act-plate
spinner has been both a blessing and a curse at times dealing with this
proverbial “clock,” and I relate to anyone who delivers more than people can
chew and biting it off to boot in the same action.
Dear beautiful overachievers – I am toasting you. I see you.
You are not invisible to me, and I have mad respect for every bit of energy you
put forth.
As I run comically with a full mouth, convinced I am burning
calories before they are even digested artistically and emotionally, this
over-achiever mentality of concepts in reality of “time” takes a lot of time for others to understand.
Believe me when I say, THIS IS A LESSON I am sharing from
experience.
It is here I have had to learn to realize, every person’s
output is both unconscious and auto-pilot in the same breath as some are
higher-conscious forced to function at subconscious levels, because they do not take
the TIME necessary to discern which cylinder is present and functioning in the
moment of space and time. They're just rapidly acting, moving out of fear they are running out of time without enjoying every taken-for-granted second.
WHAT? Haha. Those who
are in present awareness – I will not have to explain.
Those who are numb to self-awareness due to
sometimes no fault of their own, healing from situations, it may take me
volumes to ‘explain’ at the risk of ‘over-explaining’ in an attempt to be
comprehended. I have walked this ‘fine
line’ at times believing that my output is wasted.
But ENTER the lesson… Nothing is wasted. You have to examine life of a series of seeds
planted.
If your output matters for you to share, you must trust you
will be received by those who need to hear what you have to say at that perfect
moment. For others, it may take a decade
for that darn seed to sprout, and you may look at it as ‘too much time’
passing, but TRUST that IT IS NOT even if it is sprouting NOW. Because the truth is, it took time.
Alas… your gifts, your dreams, your authentic intent to
register, resonate, connect are not wasted, sprouting in THE PERFECT TIMING.
Now that I have stated this, how do you perceive time NOW?
Perfect, isn’t it?
Isn’t that in itself a gift?
The beauty of life resonates in waves of influence, vision,
imagination, creativity and someone ready to receive your gifts in their proper
moment.
Don’t slow your roll down or dim your light, unless it is only to appreciate what IS. Others will catch up to you in due time.
The key is to continue with your higher level vibration,
even if it is two years ahead of its own self:
Have you ever felt that sometimes people cannot even digest
what you have to give as it may be too rapid-fire to be digested?
This is okay, everyone is a work in progress and digests at
their own pace.
It does not mean that what you are delivering isn’t
appreciated, though it may feel like that at times if your ego rules your
internal clock like time itself can do to any human.
Your soul knows no time frame. The soul is eternal.
But deep down, your soul
knows this – it is just your human getting in the way. Sometimes you censor
your feelings. Sometimes you overthink instead of act or talk yourself out of
your authentic vibration even though you know in your right mind your vibration
has risen to a higher place of 'awareness.'
Your own analytical human self will ask the questions. “Does
anyone get it? Am I speaking jibberish or a language no one understands?” Sometimes you underestimate your gut or your internal GPS system for REAL KNOWING what you know, believing at some part of your own juncture that something changed the master plan.
Destiny is written. You will get from A-Z. Your course of course may be different from everyone else, but only because you took different routes to get there. That's okay, that's YOUR CHOICE and free will of choice, but you have to make peace with TIME this way.
While others may be afraid to digest the depth of these
ideas, or take the risk because they actually see the forest through the trees,
and imagine something too grandiose to take on themselves, you have to make peace with that, too. However, if they deep- down come into their
truth of wanting that energy, they will receive your light, they will receive
your vibration and your tribe WILL FIND YOU, even if they think they are too
busy to notice what it is they’ve been searching externally for, instead of
looking within their own soul of truth.
Ironically, this I have learned with TIME. I have had to learn with humility how to
breathe, and not choke as the overflowing abundance is challenged with the
internal and external means of my articulation and expression. It is here I saw TIME was actually my friend
in many ways my own impatient human kept having to reconcile.
DO YOU RELATE as other humans try to catch your running
train and you’re riding it alone wondering if anyone is interested in riding
this train with you?
The Universe laughs, “Silly human… do you really think the
epic journey of yours ends here, not being understood?” Nah.
Making peace with stopping the over-analyzation process (though
easier said than done), it is through a lot of homework.
What do you need to do?
The human and soul must shake hands and say...
“Chill out and TRUST that when the world is
ready to receive the intricacy of your thoughts, ideas, creativity, concept,
passion, and heart, they’ll embrace the spirit the soul with a magnitude you
have only dreamed of…”
The daily mantra of “Everything is as it should be” is
sometimes a peaceful ZEN reminder.
But if you are more human than you admit, you can take your
mask off right now and state that this mantra is a laugh inducing one, humanly begging
for the “yeah, but… when?” chaser question
to follow.
Relax. Breathe. Be.
Dare I say, in the world of creation, you may be ahead of
your time in ‘knowing’ in many ways.
But do ask your human if you are putting an obstacle in your
own pathway to having the courage to say what you want and taking the step to
declare what you seek?
:D Lovely Souls, it
is not all your fault if your human does this… well, because you are human. But you must not torture your own soul
dwelling in molasses.
While it may be hard to swim in this goo and your arms get
tired, you must remember that you can take yourself out of this goo.
Did you know you had this power to step into your soul space
to tell your silly human to get CLARITY within your every action?
Did you know that you can take initiative to be brave and
courageous to say what you need to say?
If your heart is pure and filled with truth and love, it
will be received in the right light.
Exhale.
It’s true. We forget this at times because going 100+ miles
per minute and zero to 60 in six seconds, mentally, and emotionally while waiting is like
being forced off the Autobahn extravaganza, where you feel like a Maserati
forced to go 15 mph in a school zone.
Waiting for your every dream to be realized is one thing,
self-actualized another, conceptually embraced by other souls … you must
convince yourself, you are not invisible and seen by those who matter because
they resonate with your vibration.
Trust that the Cosmos knows what it is you can do. It knows
in your heart what it desires from the soul space. It knows you want all the tangible
materialization of manifestation for everything you dream about in the now,
right now.
Rest assured, I see
you. I am with you not just in
spirit, but in total immersed energy understanding FOR REAL what you are
experiencing. If you are reading this
right now, you can smile in your heart knowing I comprehend every cell and the
Universe delivers the tribal vibration of unity in this moment.
What you have in your heart is its own gift to help your
soul carry out what you know you must take the initiative to do and not be
afraid to do what it is you know you must in this lifetime.
Remember there is ONLY ONE YOU and your purpose is uniquely
your own like your journey… it is destined.
It is in times like this, you must trust your pathway in
knowing someone doesn’t just SEE you, but FEELS you because they too, have been
on this pathway of knowing the tick-tick-tick of rawness of that CLOCK.
Making peace with time and space, in dealing with Earth time
is tricky. However, time can be our friend, even if it feels like it is
challenging at times to beat the clock.
Life may be short, but it is never too late to have
everything your heart desires. Whether you are always prompt, early and ahead
of your time or believing you are late to the party – The REAL life lesson is
to not get frustrated with yourself, learning the art of natural Zen unfoldment
of time and space.
Taking the risk of coming forward into your own time and
expressing gratitude for what you have learned about yourself and your
relationship with time is always rewarded with more time than you thought was
possible because the soul can rise above what time you think has passed.
And with that, we can always make up for what is perceived
lost time. :D
Thank you for taking the time to be here.
Namaste.
